i'm yours

bukan bermaksud untuk berkongsi lagu jason mraz "i'm yours" yang disukai medsyam dan echah. sekadar rasa yang ada, rasa happy, rasa di awang-awangan.

buat seketika, terasa bahagia dan berlapang dada. rindukan seseorang yang sedang sibuk bekerja nun jauh di sana, hope that he thinks of me too with a smile. dalam jiwa, seakan berkocak rasa rindu yang istimewa hanya untuk dia seorang.. tapi diri seakan selesa memberi ruang kepada Abang untuk mengisi ruang sendiri, sometimes i wonder whether it is better that way..

it isn't that my thoughts aren't brimming with his presence. his smiles, his tendency to incline his head unconsciously as he speaks or thinks, his jibes, terbayang di mata everytime i let myself to be swept away. walau sesibuk manapun minda berfikir tentang kerja, sentakan ingatan tentang senyuman Abang tetap datang bertamu menyebabkan ummm, well, made me miss him a little bit more.

he made me felt that there's a hope worth cherishing. a guy worth waiting for. even though the odds are a little bit high, i wish that i will be able to have us happy together.

he will always be my someone to cuddle up to when the going gets tough and share your shoddy days with. my very own McDreamy.

mungkin suatu hari nanti, kan? now i'm all dark and twisty, hahaha :)

sigh~ i'm yours, Abang.